Just a wee update, since I have not been posting so regularly of late! All is good - work has been very busy - I'm doing a "block" on a K/1 class, and really enjoying having a bit of continuity with the same group of kids. Catapulting into (temporary) full-time work, though, on the back of having been quite unwell, mid-term, has left little energy for writing/blogging/or anything much else!
SOOOO.... Since it is now school holidays, I am taking the opportunity to head off into the wild blue yonder, to take some time for myself, to rest and reflect. Ian has the kids during the first holiday week, and I have been wanting some silence, and the space to "reconnect", for a while - so it seems like the perfect opportunity!
I've found a lovely, quiet little place to stay, and am planning to sleep, walk, meditate, and hopefully do some writing too. We'll see. Time alone has often been a very healing thing, for me - and I'm really looking forward to my little break. I'll let you know how it goes!! At the very least, I shall bring back some pretty photos to post :)
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Monday, September 10, 2012
A big part of the reason is simply financial. We've been struggling to make ends meet, and it has been necessary to re-evaluate. Then there's the fact that Hannah's social group seems to have disappeared (and it is a very small school - a factor that attracted us in the first place, and up until now has been a lovely thing!). I've appreciated lots of things about the school community. Both of my kids have some "quirks" (how could they not, with me as a mother!) that mean they sometimes need a bit of extra understanding and TLC - and the teachers they've had there have been supportive, gracious and caring. If I needed to look for examples of love, from people who are invested in the Christian "institution" - I could very honestly say that I have seen them there, with a consistency that can't, and shouldn't, be dismissed. I have seen, in so many of the teachers there, the genuine love of God. If we could stop there, I would be fighting to find the funds to keep my kids in that education community.
But... (and it's a REALLY. BIG. BUT.) I've come to the conclusion that the fundamental theology that the school teaches, is damaging my kids' faith. I've struggled for a long time, with knowing how to share with my kids a faith that is real and life-giving, without burdening them with the same religious shackles I grew up with, and have taken not years, but decades to recover from! I still don't have the
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Percolating in the background, however, has been a desire to write a post about where I think the person of Jesus (you know, "Christ", "of Nazareth"... THAT Jesus!) fits into my thinking about life, faith, the universe, etc. Part of my blogger's block, if I'm honest - is the fact that I find this confronting in a lot of ways. It is a challenging post for me to write, and confronts not only what I believe, but how I live my life. I know that I don't embody what I believe to be truth, anywhere NEAR enough. And I think that's what it's all about - so to write about it is... confronting for me.
Anyway, enough of that. I am going to ease myself into this via the "path of least resistance". Today's post is not about what I believe at all - but what I definitely DON'T. In a sense, it is far easier to be negative about religion and what is wrong with the world, than to BE the solution - but it is also useful to clarify where you are NOT, in order to see where you ARE (if that makes sense), so at the risk of sounding a bit negative, this is where I'm starting. Bear with me!